I hate money.

Money has always been the driving factor of most things. Think to yourself.. what in your life can you do without spending money?

Can you eat for free? now a days no.

Can you get free transportation? no.

Can you live in a place for free? no.

If you want water from like a store or a game or such is it free? Most times you end up paying for a bottle of water.

Most things I enjoy in life cost money, including self healing if i want to get crystals or get stuff for my cleanse baths.

We all wish money was that easy or free but in the end result not everyone can have it, as sadly as it is. BUT its not impossible if you put yourself to work to have that money. Most people end up complaining about how they want this or that in life but never work towards it, most people just expect it to happen or for it to magically appear. Oh honey, i wish it was that easy!

Money has always been a huge thing to me since I was little due to me living off food stamps, federal assistance, and not having a lot. I grew up always desiring things and thinking I could never have it.. even to this day. I cant even imagine having more than 3 extra zeros in my bank account if you know what i mean...

I've always shopped on store brands that are cheaper, thrift stores, always looking at my bank account to see if it will go negative or not, putting stuff away because I knew I couldn't even afford it.. even $13 Walmart slippers.. you guys that sad. Basically I never knew how it felt like to live comfortably or to even go shopping without looking at my account or worrying about it or just racking up credit card debt..

I started working when I was 16 and honestly I've still struggled to this day. But let me tell you I have been at many many jobs and what I can tell you is... if you are not happy with your job and its draining on you physically or mentally you need to leave. A job is supposed to be an opportunity. Excitement your going to work, excited to help people or changing lives. A job is supposed to drive you towards success and a comfy lifestyle not something that you are wasting your life away. If you are in your 20's and up and your sitting there doubting to yourself that you can never be successful, or finically abundant , or you can never dream of that... GET UP. You are worth so much more than what you are feeling. Money is just money. But your mindset comes first. If you take care of yourself, your body, and your mind you will be successful in life. Trust the process. People are so greedy or so rushed to get money. I get it so am I. I always look for quick easy ways to make money but I have learned you cant make $10,000 overnight. You need to invest, learn, and trust yourself and stop listening to others.

Do they pay your bills?

Do they control your life?

NO.

You do you...

Everyone has laughed at me or doubted me even myself but I didn't give up.

I knew I needed to find a job so I could pay off my debt, get a new car because mines breaking, getting a roof over my head, putting food on the table.. It was not an option. I went through every stream of income and found something that benefits me and others in the long run. A job doesn't have to be a job you guys. I love working now because its something I'm PASSIONATE about. I don't dread going, I don't dread talking to people. i don't dread waking up at 7:30am.

I have my own choices, I can make my own schedule, I am my own boss, I don't have to wear a stupid uniform or stick to a script or sell things, I get to help change other peoples lives and make a difference while I also make an income. That is what a job should be.

Think smart. Not hard.

Trust the process.

Start now.